This week has been very interesting so far; I think we were all expecting Steve to get us to make a presentation for reading week, which is why it didn’t come as much of a surprise to us all. After these two days working from home I have realised how hard it is to concentrate when there’s so many distractions, and I also didn’t realise how easily I could get distracted even by the smallest things.
I suppose I’m not as bad as I’m making out, since it was only really Mondays when I kept getting distracted. That was because the computer kept playing up and I was having trouble connecting to the internet on it, so I went on my dad’s laptop. The only real mistake about that was that I ended up sitting down stairs and that was the big distraction as my dad was watching TV, so every few minutes I ended up finding myself glued to the TV.
Tuesday went a lot better as I reinstalled some software on the computer and could connect to the internet again. This limited most of the distractions, as I was upstairs isolated in my room (well I wasn’t exactly isolated but it felt like it!). So this meant on Tuesday I got a lot of work done and proved to myself that I can work from home and get work done.
I am not looking forwards to doing the presentation, like I guess most of the class aren’t. But it’s something that I am going to have to do sooner or later and when I think about it every one else has to do it, so why should I be the one who tries to avoid doing it.
At the moment the presentation thing is not bothering me too much, I actually want to do it and get it over and done with because avoiding it will only make it harder to do in the future. It looks like we’ve got plenty of them to do on this course anyway. But saying that I know that on presentation day my feelings will change, and I’ll just let you know now, if I come in on Monday looking very ill and shaking, I’m scared to death about doing it! Let’s just hope I don’t get that nervous.
For the rest of the week I’m going to practice this presentation over and over and it will probably be the only thing I’ll think about till Monday. I’m also going to try and not worry myself about it, because that will make it a lot worse on the day.